Monday, June 17, 2002
I did pretty well this week. However, I am starting to feel overwhelmed again. Money problems. The root of all evil.
Oh hey, here is the word for my attitude of the past year.."Mean Spirited" Okay. So now I am trying to not be mean spirited. I have started to pray instead of prey.
Funny huh. PRAY vs. PREY
I am spiritual, but I just can't do the religion thing. Some members of my family sort of nudge me about that, but hey...I just feel like religion is not for me. (see, in the past I would go on a major rant right about now....but I'm resisting the urge).
So I have started to pray all the time. When I feel a mean thing coming on...I pray instead.
Tuesday, June 11, 2002
I have been very mean for about a year. I have felt really unspiritual, unloved, unable to give love. I have been sucessful at work, but unkind. I want to write here in hopes that I can shun the hard, crackling shell I have encased myself in.
Anyway...here are my stats:
Female
Age 40
East Coast
Divorced 3x
5 children
work in the financial arena.
